ScreamingRed

2012-01-07T23:57:00.003+08:00

ahhhhhhh 3 days of school passed already. supposed to read kembara amira novel by next week.
shizzzz, it's 360 pages. this is crazy. and i have to read my english novel too :c omfgggg.
and all the malay poems and short stories shit. and i'm still spending my time on games.

i'm such a fucking insecure person.
i can't hold on to anyone cause i'm so scared to get hurt.
people always say long distance relationship works.
like fuck no okay, it bothers me so much when he's not there.

idk who will read this but if you do, whatever k.
whatever's on this blog, stays here.
i know it's childish to go on long distance relationship but whatever.
i thought it wasn't that bad. IT IS.
i'll stop :c

2011-12-12T16:49:00.002+08:00

HAYYYY GUYS. no one reads this anyway.

ok so i've been hating on so many people omfg. i promise i will stop.
school is reopening in like 3 weeks, kill me. i have to see everyone again.

idk after i go beaten for the last term, i feel like i really really need to study.
I ACTUALLY FEEL LIKE STUDYING, no shame.

ok
luv u guise

bye

i can live without you but without you i'll be miserable at best.

2011-10-22T22:51:00.002+08:00

so yah. it's been like months and years since i update this blog. i've been on tumblr most of the time.
form 4's ending like omg. i remember when i was form 1 and i got into a big trouble for posting things on my blog.
form 5 next year. i'm so dead. SPMMMM. i did really bad for my last term exam :L disappointing k.
form 4 sucked a lot actually. i realised that i don't really treasure the most important things in my life.
i need to work on it.

i love you guys.
i will treasure those memories we had.
i used to love to watch pokemon and digimon like every single day. i had 3 gameboys and i love all of them.
i didn't have to worry about anything when i was young. i want those back. when i used to maple everyday :')
i miss you a lot. i have no rights to say this but i do. i still want to go there to meet you.

MOVED.

2011-02-03T23:49:00.001+08:00

hello everyone! ♥♥
it's been very very long since i updated my blog, so HELLO!
well, i won't update this blog anymore.
so anything, just add me at facebook
or
follow me at tumblr

:)

Just the way you are

2010-09-04T14:13:00.002+08:00

we're gonna get down down down, gimme love love love.

PMR in 31 more days!
PA100K007 will do her best! (which is me) lol.

beautiful hangover, just the way you are, teenage dream, peacock, clap, 2012, if i die young, cooler than me, take it off

You're just so hot

2010-08-29T19:43:00.004+08:00

Kwon JiYong / G-Dragon

born on 18th Aug 1988
leader of Big Bang a South Korean Band
he's also a solo singer (heartbreaker,breathe)
3 tattoos (too fast to live, too young to die)

It's over but not for long

2010-08-27T11:04:00.007+08:00

Happy Birthday Sonia! ♥
her surprises in school was awesome :)

after trials,
thank god it's over.
it's over but not for long.
it's PMR now ;D
teachers gave back some results.
my english is TERRIBLE, i just have to say that.
bm was.. *speechless*

ed board senior's farewell later near gurney hotel.
walking to gurney after that i guess then tuition later on :)

You're all i ever wanted

2010-08-15T20:14:00.003+08:00

had tuition this morning at 9am. boringggggggggggggggggggggggggg.
can die during that tuition ahhhhh!

trials in 3 days. wooohooo bullshiet. i'm sure the results' gonna be like shit.
i only finished KH and Sej form1 and form2 chapter1,2.

shitty phone spoilt.
can't text, boooohooo :(

bye suckers.
gonna study sej the hell outta me again. /or maybe not.
ciaoooooz.

DJ got us falling in love again

2010-08-14T10:16:00.003+08:00

i totally have nothing to blog about.

yesterday was friday the 3th, no wonder it wasn't a nice day for me D:
i had diarrhea and my phone spoilt, damn it. i freaking hate this.
without my phone, at least i can concentrate on my studies more.
i actually thought without my phone, i can be determined to study but i didn't even study at all yesterday.
my sejarah's gonna DIE i tell you, DIEEEEEEE.

i had the sweetest dream last night, seriously sweet ;)
i wish i could dream of that every single night. it'll be nice.

Your favourite hello and your hardest goodbye

2010-08-12T18:19:00.007+08:00

trials ftw man. joking -.- trials just ruined my 2 weeks.
and i still freaking haven't watch;
sex and the city 2
inception
despicable me
the last song
salt
dammnnn trials! 6 more days until trials and 13 more days til it's over!
waktu anjal isn't fun at all D: maybe only when geo and kh. others, BORING.

class trip ftw.

you always make my day <3

Heart heart break

2010-08-11T15:49:00.003+08:00

sometimes, it's like you want to know but you don't want to because it'll hurt.
no one might understand me but at least someone does! :D

trials is coming in 7 days.
can't wait until it ends ;D
gonna spend my whole day with youu!

you're not the only guy in the universe but you're the only one that matters.
i will stay up late texting you to make up the time we missed being together.

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colours

2010-08-06T20:39:00.003+08:00

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)
PMR trials in 12 days. gawdhellthisstupidexam!
haven't really started studying yet. FAIL (\/)

today siviks was funny. we had this siviks presentation.
mostly all of us ate satay! yummmmmmmms.
it was like a picnic man. siaooo, teacher said we can eat ma :p
thanks Cik Salwa! :)

after trials, gonna hang out with friends again & go Youth Jam 10! ;D ;D

your voice was the soundtrack of my summer,
you're unlike any other,
you'll always be my thunder.

When you look me in your eyes

2010-08-03T19:56:00.015+08:00

To be in love is like jumping off a cliff with no intent of looking down at the bottom. You don't care if it's going to hurt like hell when you crash. All you care about is that just for that short period of time... you felt like you could fly.

The minute you think of giving up, think of the reason why you held so long.

It takes someone really special to make you smile with tears in your eyes.

BROOKS TEE

2010-08-02T22:39:00.006+08:00

all the pictures above with my Brooks T-Shirt! oh well, brooks is awesome mah! :D
pfs badge & head phone! :)

63 more days til PMR, can you believe it?! :o
2 weeks til PMR trials. laugh die me *dead*

LMIH2 was awesome, because i was there. JOKING.
cause we had so much freaking fun! hope the kids enjoyed the games.
i was the awesome game coordinator and was in team B for telematch!
josephine, me, honsa, boon tsann and some pfs guy was at station 4.
Alphabat Fishing was the game at our station! all of us got wet.
miss LMIH2!

Friend or foe

2010-07-30T19:59:00.002+08:00

it's finally weekend again! ;D skipped school today cause my hand hurts like shit this morning.
injection was alright but the breast self-examination was kinda hilarious :o laughed like siao.
excited bout this Sunday, Lets Make It Happen 2. gonna meet bunches of humanoids there :D

Lets make it happen again!

19 days until PMR trials
67 freaking days until PMR
awesomeness ;D

sure no time to finish studying dy!
bad results = disappointment = not-so-good future = bad life :(

anyway, i'm happy i have friends like all of you! yeah, mostly :)

Hell toot

2010-07-28T22:12:00.006+08:00

THIS IS HELL

tetanus jab tomorrow! -faints-
this is gonna be hell man, HELL.
i'll be only one crying tomorrow :*

PMR trials in 2 weeks plus time.
PMR in 2 months plus time.
barely started studying yet!

Let's Make It Happen on Sunday!
Unit3! - we're awesome. keep it up babes ;D
it's alright to lose once in awhile, we're gonna be better.

List of Phobias

2010-07-20T20:29:00.003+08:00

hotness ;) gonna get it after secondary :(

A

Achluophobia - Fear of darkness.
Acrophobia - Fear of heights.
Agliophobia - Fear of pain.
Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds.
Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects.
Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car.
Androphobia - Fear of men.
Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking.
Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers.
Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society.
Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched.
Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders.
Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers.
Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightening.
Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness.
Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection.
Atychiphobia - Fear of failure.
Autophobia - Fear of being alone.

B

Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria.
Barophobia - Fear of gravity.
Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep slopes.
Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians.
Belonephobia - Fear of pins and needles.
Bibliophobia - Fear of books.
Botanophobia - Fear of plants.

C

Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness.
Catagelophobia - Fear of being ridiculed.
Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors.
Chionophobia - Fear of snow.
Chromophobia - Fear of colors.
Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks.
Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces.
Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns.
Cyberphobia - Fear of computers.
Cynophobia - Fear of dogs.

D

Dendrophobia - Fear of trees.
Dentophobia - Fear of dentists.
Domatophobia - Fear of houses.
Dystychiphobia - Fear of accidents.

E

Ecophobia - Fear of the home.
Elurophobia - Fear of cats.
Entomophobia - Fear of insects.
Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers.
Equinophobia - Fear of horses.

G

Gamophobia - Fear of marriage.
Genuphobia - Fear of knees.
Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public.
Gynophobia - Fear of women.

H

Heliophobia - Fear of the sun.
Hemophobia - Fear of blood.
Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles.
Hydrophobia - Fear of water.

I

Iatrophobia - Fear of doctors.
Insectophobia - Fear of insects.

K

Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms.

L

Leukophobia - Fear of the color white.
Lilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes.
Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth.

M

Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking.
Megalophobia - Fear of large things.
Melanophobia - Fear of the color black.
Microphobia - Fear of small things.
Mysophobia - Fear of dirt and germs.

N

Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead things.
Noctiphobia - Fear of the night.
Nosocomephobia - Fear of hospitals.

O

Obesophobia - Fear of gaining weight.
Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8.
Ombrophobia - Fear of rain.
Ophidiophobia - Fear of snakes.
Ornithophobia - Fear of birds.

P

Papyrophobia - Fear of paper.
Pathophobia - Fear of disease.
Pedophobia - Fear of children.
Philophobia - Fear of love.
Phobophobia - Fear of phobias.
Podophobia - Fear of feet.
Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple.
Pteridophobia - Fear of ferns.
Pteromerhanophobia - Fear of flying.
Pyrophobia - Fear of fire.

S

Scolionophobia - Fear of school.
Selenophobia - Fear of the moon.
Sociophobia - Fear of social evaluation.
Somniphobia - Fear of sleep.

T

Tachophobia - Fear of speed.
Technophobia - Fear of technology.
Tonitrophobia - Fear of thunder.
Trypanophobia - Fear of injections.

V-Z

Venustraphobia - Fear of beautiful women.
Verminophobia - Fear of germs.
Wiccaphobia - Fear of witches and witchcraft.
Xenophobia - Fear of strangers or foreigners.
Zoophobia - Fear of animals.

the bolded ones are SO ME!

Forever and ever

2010-06-29T23:18:00.011+08:00

CAN'T LET YOU GO

EVEN IF I DIE

happy to have you guys

Wedding Dress

2010-06-26T11:25:00.001+08:00

the only picture which stunned me when i visited DeviantART :)

decided to blog this morning because i know i'll be lazy to blog the whole day after this. This
picture reminds me of Wedding Dress-Taeyang. My facebook is the most updated site ever,
so check me out there.
Totally insane with chekered blouses :B Love them so freaking much. heheeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Exam's in a week and i barely started *dead*

Edited;

BEAST is in KL right now. Damn it, couldn't go KL for their concert and autograph session!
They're in KL for today and tmr :( Why can't they come Penang?! Oh well. *emo* I wanna
listen to them singing their awesome songs. booooooo.

I love the way you lie

2010-06-25T21:46:00.000+08:00

Love The Way You Lie - Eminem ft Rihanna
[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear my cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
Love the way you lie

[Verse 1 - Eminem]
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight all I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight

High off on love, drunk from my hate
It's like I'm huffin' paint and I love it
The more I suffer, I suffocate
Right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates
Me, she f**kin' hates me, and I love it, Wait!
Where you going? I'm leaving you.
No you ain't. Come back. We're running right back

Here we go again, it's so insane
Cuz when it's going good, it's going great
I'm Superman with the wind in his back
She's Louis Lane and when its bad, it's awful
I feel so ashamed, I snap "Who's that dude?"
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on him, I never stood so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear my cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Verse 2 - Eminem]
You ever love somebody so much,
you could barely breathe when you with 'em?
You meet, and neither one of you even know it hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah them chills you still get 'em
Now you gettin' f**kin' sick of lookin' at 'em
You swore you'd never hit 'em, never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit 'em
You push, pull each other's hair, scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down, pin 'em, so lost in the moments when you're with 'em

Mr .(?). is the culprit ..(?)..
Shawty say, you'd best to go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya cuz today,
That was yesterday, yesterday is over and it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing over
But you promised her, next time you'd show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no tender pain(?) but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it "window pane"

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear my cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
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I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Verse 3 - Eminem]
Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same team
But your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded

Baby please come back, it wasn't you. Baby it was me.
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much, to walk away now
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
I told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time? There won't be no next time
I apologize, even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games, I just want her back. I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to f**kin' leave again,
Ima tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
Just gonna

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear my cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

We will never ever ever be apart

2010-06-24T22:16:00.000+08:00

This song rocks to the freaking core. Taeyang is so awesome, damn he's hot ;) It's a super sad song weih. Who wouldn't want Taeyang?! 6 packs *drools* The piano version is cool too. I'm gonna learn it from my bro :) heeeeeee.

I realise that friends, are actually the most
important thing in my life. They never fail
to cheer me up when i'm totally lost and
down esp my hunneys :) love you baby(s).

I'm sorry for what i've done to you. Those
promises we made, i'm so sorry. I never
ever wanted this to happen. When you're
happy, i'm happy kay? :) I learned a lot
from you. I appreciate everything that you
have done for me. Thank you for always
being there for me.Thank you my friend.

PMR is a few months. wheeeeeeeeeeee! *faints and die* Must start
mugging like an ass hole again. If not like last exam, cannot finish. haha.
Footdrill in a few weeks. wheeeeeeeeee! :) I just wanna get over
marching and concentrate on PMR.

Holiday Movies

2010-06-19T21:49:00.000+08:00

12th June

Went to Gurney with Yun Li, Leon and Loh. Watched Prince of Persia and I have to
admit that Dastan is freaking hot! :p Met up with Stannie, Grace and Chai. Saw
Andria & Kenneth and many more people. Slack around and kinda like shopped
with Yun Li? (: Found lots of checked blouse. Gonna ask my mom to buy them for me ;)

16th June

Went to Gurney with Yun Li, Bless, Pei Yi, Josephine, Kenny, Loh, Tang, Chai, Choo
and someone's *ahem* LOL. Josephine followed me to Gurney after marching. Met
the guys at arcade. Nandos was aweeesomeee. Yummy chickens (: Cynthia came
and visit us at Nandos. Obviously Bless was the only late one. Met up with Sonia in
Popular. Saw nearly like EVERYONE in Gurney, example - some sec1 girl, angeline,
arvina, zhenyi, wan ying, cezanne, avienne, michelle, ozy & radin, 3 of last year's
sec5, tuition friends etc etc. Followed Bless to buy Kenny's present. Watched The
Karate Kid! Jaden Smith is HOT. Omg. HAHAHA. He's younger than me and he
6 packs! *drools* Thank got the won the tournament! Yeng-ness.

True Love's Kiss ♥

2010-06-05T22:52:00.000+08:00

4th June
Teacher's Day - the day we cherish our teachers? kinda :) The students have more
fun on that day more than the teachers. Anyways, we still love you teachers ♥ Had
an awesome awesome class party with my awesome awesome classmates. The
nuggets were awesome :x Yun Li followed me back home after YE cause she
wants to spend some time with me. joking ;) She followed me to maths tuition :D

5th June

What can you do without your family? Everyone has to agree that the best thing about
going out with our parents is that we don't have to pay for anything - food, clothes,
books. RIGHT? Ate at Sushi King with my parents and ordered too much food :x My
family and I watched Shrek: The Final Chapter at 1.55pm. It was okayyyyyyyy. I like the
previous ones more :) Saw quite some people i knowin Gurney. I'm kinda outta credit
after texting a lot.

BEAST is the B2ST

2010-05-19T15:22:00.000+08:00

B2st/ BEAST

Currently addicted to ;
What You Waiting For? by Mizz Nina ft Colby O' Donis
Bad Girl by B2st
Shock by B2st
La Cha Ta by F(X)
Tell Me Goodbye by Big Bang